When I Woke Up

you were there next to me,
staring off into space wondering about rocket ships and religion
I had disbelief that I had fallen, but for the moment I realized,
your hand was on my head
and there we were, on my makeshift bed

when I woke up, and saw your beautiful face
I realized that you being in my heart was you being in place
your smile and your wandering eyes  made me sweat out my fears
that you could lay next to me for the rest of my years

you were here, where I lay,
staring off into space wondering if I was here for you
I had disbelief when you walked away
my hands were on my face,
as I tried to put together why you left this place

when I woke up, and saw you had left,
I walked around in confusion
it still smelled like you, you were hiding somewhere nearby
when I told you I loved you,
with a slight bit of concern, you asked why?

my best answer to your riddle will always stay the same
because when I woke up, I saw your beautiful face