Hills are Harder to Climb than Mountains

Enter the room built just for you
fade,
destroy,
escape
It's just a trap baby, it always was
you weren't ever meant to leave here,
fall,
tangled into knots
It's not a trip baby, it's just you
I want to see you consciously decide whats proper
I never understood what you wanted of me, until you ripped it out of me
I believe in what we have, I know it is just being sidelined, and hasn't been buried
these hills are harder to climb, trust me, I've been the shoes once or twice before
it looks so easy from far away, but gravity is relentless and begins to put everything
down onto your shoulders as you embrace what you thought was a simple task

from far away, you look so frightful, like someone took your humanity and threw it away
I never understood women and their little quirks like this,
I always knew you, from the day I met you

Enter the cave made naturally,
it's God's will to make you see what you need in life
some space and appreciation
fade,
rebuild,
reenter
It's not just a trap girl, it's meant to be
It's not just real love girl, it's everything more
we have moved mountains together
we have created the most beautiful life together,
and I have based my life around your needs

But what if you need me to not be in your life for a little bit longer?
Struggling through the tears, I saw someone in more pain than me,
and realized I'm not the only hurting in this
for you, I'll do anything,
I don't just love you, I'm still in love with you
I'd move a planet for you
until I rupture myself, just to make you see what kind of man I truly am
no I am not a God, but I am one to be your forever after

if I died right now, you'd never know
but at least you could believe,
I did it all for you, and I'd do it again
endure,
conquer,
live
for you, my life is coming around the next corner, in hopes your embrace awaits
I'll cherish this moment, I swear,
from now on, it's going to never stop, I'll never give up on you, even if you already have,
I believe you are the reason why I am still here on this planet, and she is why I am grateful

you are my angel, I know God sent you to us
I know you are the most beautiful thing on this planet,
I'll build a home for you, I'll make your life full
you have your whole life ahead of you and I want to be the father you'll always love
and the only one you'll ever need
you have the most beautiful smile, I swear it makes me cry
when I think about how much I miss you,
believe,
hope,
faith
and today I will make tomorrow your smiles turn to gold
I will make you believe

I built all these mountains in hope you'll conquer everything put in your path
you have everything in front of you,
we have purpose together,

I love you


For Jessica and Chloe