Obligated

I'm just a burden to bury,
They say I'm not myself and it's all you to blame,
"I'm ever changing";
Declare your value I'm no child and I won't retain your scars,
I'm proactively adjusting my mindset to prove something to myself;
Keep blaming me for your anger, I'm the one to take the heat;
Even if it stops my heart in its tracks
I will keep changing these words until they turn you around;
On your back with your feet up so high did you think I was gonna be like everyone else and just fuck you over?
I just want to build you a huge castle and help you live a real life;
I'm realistic in my questioning why you feel so obligated to tear me down;
I'm bulletproof from all the times I've been killed, I'm an expert at death because living is the one thing I'm afraid to do;
So who am I to tell you that I've been falling for you?
Silence speaks louder than words, with phrases these ears are allergic to and never heard
So I'm obligated to you, devoted to the ground you walk on,
And I'd go any distance just to show you I'm ready to go places with you