Apophenia

Try to always keep them guessing,
Leave them like glue,
After you've waited,
You can see straight through,

I guess it's a simple matter of relying on the way you've crossed me,
Hunger and greed have sinned from your perception of my future

I live in no boxes, but I put everything I had in hopes you will move me to stay,
Had the sun not let me down
I would've known best, but I'm better than that

They keep me singing in the shower,
My high blood pressure can't linger any longer,
For I don't have the power

You're the wind at my back,
I'm just a drop of rain
Falling face first and splitting at the moment I finally hit the ground

I'm a magicians last trick,
so tell me how does it feel to not exist?
I bet it feels wonderful with the
Barrel of a loaded gun against your chest, and nobody there to hold it up.