A Desolate Soldier

You could've lied at any moment,
Or laid there in the middle of my thoughts,
Instead you stuck around to make sure I'd be ok, while you got ready to leave (me behind)
So goodnight, girl;
I could be next to you, and that still wouldn't be close enough
(I could die right here and you'd never know)
So bless these drunken thoughts, I'm right where I met you
You've been hiding from these loving eyes
I need you this time
I'm on the brink of a break down

I've been looking for you,
the angel that saved me from darkness
like a soldier on the battlefield
who's brother needed their love

I'll never die, if you're around
since I noticed your presence,
I knew I could make it out alive
and I won't ever ask you for another thing
as long as we both shall live,
except just stand tall and next to me

as I bleed out,
I know I will see you again