Hopeless Romantic

There are these elements to life I lose faith in

Like I'm sure you know, I'm not ready to be this broken,

Like others words, I just can't taste you
nothing without this who I am from you

Scary eyes and broken nights,
I felt like this was never what I needed it to be,

So call me out and tell me I'm worthless,
you'll never see this again and I'll know who lost,
I'm bound to your lies and I won't believe you again,

So where I find myself I know I'll be glad it won't be next to you,
the liar and whore you try to think that you aren't,
I refuse to believe you ever loved me

Start with how we ended and figure out how long we pretended

Such a loser you came to leave was two years ago,
when you met me in the corner and I'll never let you
forget how you felt that day,

Believe me, I'm going away because I don't care anymore,
when you stop calling, you stop caring -
so quick, be found out from many fish need these lies,
so wet from rain, they feel safe inside,
a destroyed shelter, I know where we will wind up,
far from here on out, I know you are missing,

As I hope to never know what it's like to feel lost in you again,
and dreams are unreal for me now -
they won't be that close to true again is it insanity that sparks craziness?
Or does He it leave it up to us the become other way around?

I'm just someones sand castle, so well built
abandoned and waiting for your recklessness,
to destroy me, kids at bay arrive and wait to play,
and while we wait for the sun to set, your lunar pull on me awaits these sunsets to make it's presence known,

Oh how I plan to be your last impression,
your last everything,
how I know damn well I was never meant to be your forever after,
so rip me a new broken heart

-Originally written on paper, while slightly intoxicated and in cursive. Check out the image here
Poem on paper, double sided.