Sunday, November 29, 2009

Maker

make me girl
make me want to be here
make me see the world
make me be who I want to be
make me see who you are to me
make me try the luck of the barrel
make me girl, make me fade away into the night
make me a traitor
make me a liar
make me a better man
make me happy

Saturday, November 28, 2009

A Desolate Martyr

the males perspective on doing something right
greed takes care of the poison left in this bite
if you bite into me, it will change the lives after us

keep your fingers crossed so I can tie them down
you have lost your mind, you will lose your mind
nothing in this territory is off limits except for you

the males perspective is doing something unprecedented
who writes the rules you say I must follow?
is there anyone out there watching over me?

keep waiting for this to come to a conclusion
meanwhile I have lost my last bit of common sense
when I go out all you will have to pay for my choices

the males perspective on a desolate martyr waiting on a clocks hand
if the point is there but nobody cares it won't make you important
it will just keep destroying us all like Adam and Eve

Friday, November 27, 2009

Just Eat Something So I Can Arrive

the new topic everyone is unaware of makes this life a different choice
if this alcohol doesn't consume me in in adverted distractions keeping the wheel in front of me
I will do more than chase my own tail through this town
if you haven't let it grow on you yet, this isn't something unrelated to my first life

as the last chapter ended the pen touches the paper right where it left off before,
this story is far from over, and the basics have only been founded
as far as I can ever get with you, like a car low on gas
I hope I wind up somewhere new and familiar

they expected wings to grow out, well nothing is ever going to work out just so
as you walked away I could barely let my grip lose enough to let you go
the most amazing color is just fading through the window
as you thought once before hand, I'd rather you just be here now.

Monday, November 23, 2009

The Door

barge on in and explain to me all about the mistakes I'm making without you in my life
remind me just why I adore your attempt to keep it casual
as usual I spend countless hours with you in my dreams
but thats not something I'd ever tell you

if you're gone for good, then I hope that where you go is so much better
I hope that the door you hold the key to still works, but if not don't worry,
I leave often enough to tell you wanted in
as long as the door is wide open, you can walk in and take over

save the girl, save her from herself, don't let her be hurt
don't remember the pain it caused to see her
save the girl, save her from someone else, don't let her be hurt
don't remember that she hurt you all those nights,

the door you hold the key to doesn't open with occupants in mind,
you can open it if you only mean to
you can't leave it more messed up than you arrived in
but babe, I hope I come busting down your doors to find you waiting for me

Sunday, November 22, 2009

The Distraction of Silence Shortly Followed by The Length of The Chalkboard

this is untypical and mostly unusual but for what it's worth,
I hope you find yourself sooner than later
I know you're holding on to something that is thin and might be scary
the fall isn't far down but it leads to an unconventional abnormality

this fall isn't too far from over, but this dream will carry on through the summer
laughing about space and how nonexistent anything turns out to be
we are equidistant from figuratively figuring out this mess of simplicity
falling through the space that consumes the lack of space
the distraction that is the awkward silence carries heavy messages about heaven

thus far, you've shown that you're skin can be tampered with to look like a short wave of consumation
thus far, I've been lost in the situations lost by bragging rights that turn into arguments proving that there is no
happiness available in this situation regarding her restlessness

I'm not sick of you, I'm just sick that you can't become a stone in my hand
if I ever rubbed you wrong, I was just trying to make sure you didn't leave my bed side
not the way sticks and stones were supposed to be, but life changes gravity when everything dissolves
when you make me happy, I forget about the situation we walked into without our cane

Monday, November 16, 2009

Half Uniformed Reliving Torment

you picked me up from my bottomless pit
swept the dirt off my back and sent me on my way
under the impression you had wanted an impression
I gave you a reason for love

here, underneath retrieving turnovers
you made out with some other memory

there was no point in the needle you put in my arm
if you are to be my drug, you should be my only high
this sand castle didn't build itself
all it takes is a little push to fall apart

how underestimated reliving this, have I become
the last moment I recall you being happy was in my arms

at no point did I ever say I wanted this to be a bigger scene
the cargo fell off this sinking ship and waded out into the ocean scene
through the waves pulling forward and falling under
currently the current is pulling me down

hurt from all the time you forgot
I guess it was never that important

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Genuine Used Sale, Stays In Empty Dialogue Until Pardoned

a little bit extra for me means you still have something to show up with
a little bit of a smile, lightly swiping across your face
rosy cheeks, bright and lit up
rosy eyes, clearly worth looking forward to

hands small but just right
gussied up for me tonight

a little bit of perfume for me means you still have something to show up with
a little bit of fresh air, lightly brushing past your shimmering hair
rosy flesh, clearly worth looking at
rosy eyes, clearly brighter than ever

hand in hand, they fit like a puzzle
gussied up for me tonight

lovingly I find the ability to release your hand and twirl you around
and remind you why I am still here




"il ya un peu plus d'amour pour vous ici"

Saturday, A Day Like You/Sadly

well if it all adds up baby then keep on playing
the number game you keep winning
I am here waiting for redemption but I keep on swearing
wishing you would hear

oh, another day, you say, we can make this work out
oh, another day, you say, we can talk this all out

as the city shines, you walk for the sun, glowing, glowing
we bow down, cause we know you're the Queen
a day like you, a day so beautiful

oh, another day, you say, we could have worked out
oh, they say, you keep trying to find a way out

laying next to you, I don't know what to say
laying next to you, I ask for one more day
"what is this little beauty of a girl doing to herself?"
"how does she do that walk, strutting everything?"

oh, another day, like you, oh so beautiful
oh, another year, goes by, and I guarantee you'll miss this fall

so keep on spinning me around in this chair, off its axle, keeps me spinning
around,
you can say, whatever you may believe, but if you stay, I will never leave
this Saturday, a day like you,
I lost the best thing due to you

you won't lose your shine, if you promise
you'll be mine.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Like The Universe

so you owe us all one last bow out,
we've all seen the work you've been able to do
wake the ground and make the life spread out

the beautiful stars, glowing for others to know where they are going
the beautiful scars, you glow tonight to know where we are going now
we are not people, we are human beings, trying to explore emotions
and with yours in the bowl, who is to know what kind of creation is to come out

you are the beautiful white, on this piece of paper
one man decided to lay you next to me, with a smile that is definitely yours
you have the beautiful white, on one last sheet of paper
as I decided to lay next to you, my smile faded in the glowing of the dark situation

like the universe, you are made up of many other planets, complex and far too distant
afraid of bringing a new traveler down this road, time will tell that it is going to repeat
God left us here to deplete, over time only you will know
because like the universe, only you are in control

the trick I have up my sleeve somehow disappeared in the moments that followed your decision
not that being the trick in my heart to keep it moving the blood through my stone cold body
as my feet fall asleep, all I wonder is if the words you've said to me were the ones you were trying to form
you are a few feet fall asleep, as all wonder if this is the galaxy, but you are my milky way, beautiful and
home to the natural selection I decided to make for you

don't fall down through the holes you dug yourself
because ultimately I was supposed to fill them for you
you are the last universe for everyone
as you bend through my arms, I feel like you are still the right decision
you will always make my heart recharge,
you shall always be the heart of the worlds we explored together, if only that week would've expanded

if only this wasn't harder for me than I recite, my holes previously waited  for you
but you clocked out early
I guess you have your own side project to expand

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Devices

rattle me in to a shape of uniform inability to be complete
strangle me dead, keep on holding on to me
this ride is starting to fall apart
don't you know I've never been known to let this go
but I did it for you because you are the one who keeps holding on
don't go yet we just walked in the door,
don't let go yet, I'm still falling down, I'm still holding on to you
devices pulled, keeps me floating down to you
devices pulled, keeps me floating down

rattle me to the size of a box so small you can hardly see
hide me in your pocket, like your own device
use me, use me, when ever you need, just don't let me die,
don't let me die here in your arms
didn't you know, there is room for you here
devices pulled, are devices used to save your life
devices pulled, out of your pocket used to make your life easier

rattle me, rattle me, don't let me go, I swear I will work for you
as long as I have to
rattle me, into the shape of a heart, and change your batteries
you cannot die, as long as I am here in your arms
you cannot die, as long as I am in your heart
you will never die

rattle me, like the cage, tap on my glass
wait for me to respond, take me home tonight
show me what love is like
I waited for you, I waited for you
I will always be your device

The Dangerous Line We Walk When We Fall In Love

so simply put it seems like this is just my way to stay alive
you say love is nothing to look down on
and as amazing as you are, I keep looking up
with the eyes I follow, you follow my tears to their resting ground
as you find a way to underestimate the value in a word
the dangerous line we walk when we fall in love is saying it out loud
sleeping at night, hoping it doesn't come back to haunt us
the dangerous life we walk when we fall in love is announcing it now
we stay asleep here, hoping we wake up next to eachother
but when you stay the night I know you are mine, just to float away
oh as long as you float away with me
you will always need to know
my life is on the line, and I am trusting you to see

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Like The Sun

I want you to keep my flesh golden
I only see you for a few hours a day,
but you always find a way to keep me warm

when you fade into the ground
it makes me curious who else feels this way
always and forever, I feel like you know where I am going

chasing the sky you are the most beautiful thing
as you make your way down
as a fever spreads its legs across this mattress

you will reflect on my life tonight
making me decide if I want to wake in the morning
if only winter never came

you are so bright
you are so wrong
you are someone elses sun right now

Baby, Really I Think That (I Will) Always Need You

ever since I faded in, slowly I am growing in my presence,
the song I present for you is one all about you
nothing I have to say is going to change who you decide you need
if it saves me, I think that I will always need you

spin me around to the point where I can't walk straight,
bring me around to the point where I can't walk again
take me around to the point where I can't walk farther

recall the nights while we found our feet so sore from the long distance
that we decided to conquer
my fallen footsteps were there for you, anchoring in minutes of your voice
the song birds keep on singing in my throat

wake me in the morning to tell me that my chances are fading out
bring me in the morning to tell me that my chances are falling like stock
spin me in the morning to tell me that my chances are gaining on you

maybe this is poison to me, but you're killing me
fading the cushion in the background noise, we've rested our heads upon them
they are not pillows, but the pills I swallow should take care of that
the black turning tide makes the machine wash us through

spin the light around my face, I'm not breaking character
bring the light around my face, I'm not breaking hearts
break the light around my face, I'm not breaking you

baby, really I think that I will always need you
you feed my blood the oxygen to keep them breathing
while you fade away into the city street with them
I feel tempted to scream your name

Like The Stars

in this universe, there are plenty of fish in the sky
between the verses, there will be more of you than I find normal
believing reasons I try to answer nothing yet, you are beautiful
nobody you have previously loved will tell you, but you are rediculous
a man once relapsed, you are perfect

like the stars, there are many fish in the sky
because this galaxy is so small, I must use my outside sources
however, my sources say, you are too good
to be true.
the way you hold the weight you carry, the burden you
relieve yourself of, makes my heart fall over dead

you remind me of when I was happier than I am now
like the stars, your eyes burn so bright
you make the ocean breathe, pull and weigh the fish
you show the birds that nighttime isn't always so bad
at midnight we'll take off and fare so far away

like the way, your lips move closer to mine
while cutting phrases from the techincal mans dictionary
while I am falling in love,
you are bouncing on going backwards
but I promise, I am the right one

the sky is stripping for me
hopefully you will show some skin, or
maybe even some heart, he's a thief of a kind,
stealing what he doesn't deserve, all I need is
to bring real ideas to the atmosphere - now you

like the stars, I find myself naturally attracted to staring
watching you fade into someone elses vision of perfect