restless, today went according to no plan that I know
when the flames were ignited, my greatest fears were excited
and then you eventually had to leave
my restless mind couldn't stand knowing you were gone
fingers tapped, my tears kept falling
and as I waited for you to come home,
I decided to leave
with no clouds in the sky, it was raining today
and my legs were sore from keeping you from running away
I gave up hope that you were sick from being gone
maybe I'm wrong, but I hope you feel just fine
you are every lyric I have ever sung, you can still be mine
before I realized how much I love you,
I knew how much I hated myself
to be honest, you are the only smile I wear
so wait for me at the alter,
because you deserve to know that if I ever forget where you are
then I was too occupied trying to discover you all over again
just hold me, because I fall apart when you are gone
and what remains of me after nights like this is what you can craft
I will always know you
as the one who stole from me, the first thing you ever gave me
in a swift round with my chest on the ground I peered into your eyes
and saw the sunflower fields that kept all the evil away from me
-Jessica I love you with all my heart, and I never want to see you sad. You make me who I am.
