Beautifully Decided

Oh how you pull it off,
Eyes wide closed,
You wake for me and as I sleep I find a burrow of all the things I couldn't find a home for

All I can think about is how
somehow you pull me closer every single time;
with a hug and a smile I fall into my dreams where you started me off.

It was our romantic tryst
Where I found within,
The rose pedals and long gone candles,

The night was never over

Somewhere between the blades of grass and
Lossless moments of sleep,
I burden myself with the knowledge
That you are the birds in the tree Looking down on me, singing away with your lullabies

But I am the fish in the sea, the water of the pond,
It's of your eyes I've gazed so fond
Farewell old friend,
I swear one day I'll just tell you

I'm in love

Sitting on an anchor,
My eyes on the trees,
Shore's so far away,
I can hardly hear you breathe

But if you keep kissing,
Like the sun to the sky,
Someday later
It's just a matter of time

So fall to the ground,
Red leafs making way
To crushing beneath,
Well that's how I found myself

So deeply embedded in you
Like the gun with the glue,
Just a trigger away,
And we will never fall apart

Apophenia

Try to always keep them guessing,
Leave them like glue,
After you've waited,
You can see straight through,

I guess it's a simple matter of relying on the way you've crossed me,
Hunger and greed have sinned from your perception of my future

I live in no boxes, but I put everything I had in hopes you will move me to stay,
Had the sun not let me down
I would've known best, but I'm better than that

They keep me singing in the shower,
My high blood pressure can't linger any longer,
For I don't have the power

You're the wind at my back,
I'm just a drop of rain
Falling face first and splitting at the moment I finally hit the ground

I'm a magicians last trick,
so tell me how does it feel to not exist?
I bet it feels wonderful with the
Barrel of a loaded gun against your chest, and nobody there to hold it up.